Do i have to?

Hasn't been blogging for the past few months due to my work commitment. Sadly, there will not be much time left for me though (enlisting into army on 13th March).

The more i think, the more i felt remorseful. For all the mistakes i had made in my young days, i actually have to compromise on so many important phrase of my life thereafter.

Though I'm only 23, must admit that I'm not young,and people of my age are beginning to move on to bigger responsibilities. Yet i have to spend another 2 years making up for the mistakes. Ironically, i wouldn't have learn so much and met so many wonderful people if not for that very fatal downfall.

Often in dreams more than in reality, i have displayed great dedication and enthusiasm in the professional working bodies. The hunger for self-growth and continuous learning has yearn yet another chapter in my life. Ever-searching is what i dream of, recognition on the other side of the coin, is what i achieved for.

Hmm..not implying that serving the nation is a waste of time. But to look at it at a larger picture, i feel that it dis-integrates me from the society. Nevertheless, I'm still looking forward to it. :)